Sometimes I feel like a bad person, for loving you this long. I’ll never tell you, but the other day, I felt nothing touching your hand, or smelling your hair. I feel free my heart is not chained to loving you. I don’t regret loving you, but it’s time to move on and be free.
The marks on my wrist you see,
Darling they aren’t me.
No longer afraid of death, I promise,
I send a final farewell kiss.
I’m not afraid on loneliness, you taught me that.
It’s not scary nothing makes me jump.
I’m sorry for all the tears I caused,
All the lies I spoke,
All the truths I told.
” if I never met you, I wouldn’t like you. If I didnt like you, I wouldn’t love you, if i didn’t love you I wouldn’t miss you. But I did I do and I will”
I’m sorry dear,
I didnt realize it was you who broke me. I don’t feel anything, and that scares me. I feel no heat no cold no love no hate. All I feel is regret for loving you. I am all alone in this vast world of space and time, and now ive started to rhyme. But I could lose my head, or my heart tonight, you’ve left me alone and I forgive you, but I hope someday you realize that I once loved.
Buffy: I have to do this. Just let me go.
Spike: I can’t. I love you.
Buffy: No, you don’t.
(Dead Things, 6x13)
Spike: I mean it! I gotta do this.
Buffy: I love you.
Spike: No, you don’t. But thanks for saying it.
P!ATD performing at Pop’s in Sauget, IL on Nov. 10th:
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